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She Loves You And So Do I

I’ve had panic attacks before but the one last night was a little scary.

I had dozed off while my boyfriend was in the bathroom. When he came back, I was softly awakened by the beep his phone made as he plugged it in. I tried to go back to sleep but my entire left side felt like it was slowly going numb. Gripped by fear, I started to panic. My boyfriend kept asking me what was going on but I could only describe the feeling as: “I don’t know” and “My left side is numb”. 

For most of the night my boyfriend just held me, making me feel somewhat safe but there was this feeling that something was trying to take me out of my body.  It felt like every time I tried to lie back and stretch out to open my airways, little hands were gripping me on my left side from inside my body.  The feeling was so intense that I finally had to declare, “I’m not ready to leave.  I don’t want to leave.”

Unphased by my statement, my boyfriend placed his hands on my chest and that’s when I felt his healing energy.  It was almost as if warm water was rushing through the left side of my body very gently from the bottom up.  I felt it rush through my left foot as it slowly made its way up my body to the crown of my head and everything just felt right again.  I was still hesitant to fall asleep but according to him this morning, I was out like a light after I was finally able to settle down a little.

I don’t know what it was but it scared me deeply.  Everything had been going fine all night until it felt like something was trying to take me out of my body.  Whatever it was, I hope it doesn’t come back.  I will say that I am extremely grateful for my boyfriend.  He helped me so much last night.  I don’t know what I’d do without him.

— 6 days ago with 2 notes
#tw: panic attack  #panic attack  #grateful  #love  #safe  #healing energy  #personal 
Quick sketch of a Carl Sagan quote I saw somewhere…(probs Tumblr)

Quick sketch of a Carl Sagan quote I saw somewhere…(probs Tumblr)

— 2 weeks ago with 1 note
#sketchbook  #sketch  #sketching  #quote  #carl sagan  #love  #drawing  #quick sketch  #boyfriend plans 

invisiblebee:

relevant to my current conversation 

This is important to me right now

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— 1 month ago with 315382 notes
#love  #things  #single life 

clockworkquell:

p-istos:

So I just had a guy at my house and I asked him if he wanted my wifi password and he said no I just wanna spend time with you

if this isn’t love then I don’t know what is

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— 1 month ago with 266810 notes
#love  #wifi  #cute 

After 12 years of love and heartache, it’s over.
12 years.
Over a decade.
Milestones were shared.
Lessons were learned.
Love was had by all.

— 2 months ago with 1 note
#12 years  #personal  #love 

kat-rampant:

WITCH FASHION WITH FAMILIARS I’M SO FUCKING HERE FOR THIS

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— 10 months ago with 76929 notes
#fashion  #love 

The “Jungle Bettie” photographs are some of her most celebrated and include nude shots with a pair of cheetahs who were named Mojah and Mbili. The leopard skin patterned “Jungle Girl” outfit she wore for the shoot was made by Bettie herself.

The “Jungle Bettie” photographs are some of her most celebrated and include nude shots with a pair of cheetahs who were named Mojah and Mbili. The leopard skin patterned “Jungle Girl” outfit she wore for the shoot was made by Bettie herself.

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— 12 months ago with 258 notes
#Bettie Page  #model  #pinup  #LOVE 

katuriankaturiankaturian:

Ulyana Sergeenko, haute couture for spring/summer 2013

I just want to wear these once. In a movie. On a mountain. While wailing away from everyone and disappearing into the sea.

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— 1 year ago with 37894 notes
#Ulyana Sergeenko  #Fashion  #LOVE  #haute couture